I hate your inconsistency but i guess i am just expecting for too much. No not too much, just for a little actually. Just for ENOUGH but why the hell cant you give it to me. Arghhhh. I DESERVE THAT AND SO MUCH MORE I FREAKING LOVE YOU TO THE HIGHEST FUCKING LEVEL WITH ALL MY HEART MIND BODY AND SOUL. im not even desperate for love or attention. I am being knowingly pathetic and you are really killing me and what hurts the most is that i am already used to this and ive come to accept the fact that this is my fate with you, you moron. Yes ive been meaning to leave your weak ass but i want to be the one who’ll last. I want to prove a lot of things, i want to show you what more i can do for you. I am not done with you B and when i am, that is surely the point of no return. And i would hate to see you end up by yourself and im scared you wont find someone who will love you like this. I have so much more to offer. A lifetime of fidelity and affection. Surprises. Fun deals. Friendship. My whole life. Adventures. Simple things. I could go on and on. but why the hell are you being such an asswipe and you tell me things i want to believe but i need you to prove them. I dont want to just hear them i want to feel them. Now what?
Same shit different day. Ugh. Ya ya whatever i’ll take it. I’d still fucking take it. Damn. Wish i could tell this straight to your face but i never had the guts for that. So thanks tumblr.